Do you ever feel like a big fat lie?

Maybe, it's just my denial and slight depression- but I feel really odd. I don't know who I am. I'm me, but who is me? What do I like? What am I into? Do I enjoy anything? I don't know.

I know this feeling will go away in due time, but when it comes around... I just feel so low. Loy is in denial, but he puts me in denial. This feeling just kind of hit me. I don't know where it came from. Maybe it is because I'm tired. I feel terrible. It might be because I'm moving to a place I don't want to go.. AGAIN. That would make sense. In an hour, I'll be traveling to my future home, but I don't think I want to go. I'm excited, but also very sad. Hmm, we'll see. Again, it might be just due to my being tired.

I'm gonna go to bed.

Goodnight.